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The Apron vs. The Anchor: Why Acceptance is the Ultimate CEO Strategy

By Laura Brazan

I want to share something from my journal that I’ve been sitting with lately.

Before I started raising my grandchildren, I had this "Ideal" picture of who I would be. In my head, I was always in a crisp apron, hair perfect, smiling as I pulled home-cooked meals from the oven. I was the woman they adored—the one who never lost her patience, never raised her voice, and spent every evening reading stories and singing them to sleep.

But then, reality hit. I realized I wasn’t that woman.

After everything I’ve already survived—overcoming serious illness, the tragic loss of my own child, a divorce—I felt like I deserved a retirement. I found myself wishing I could just sleep in on a Tuesday, or paralyzed by the fear of what would happen to these children if something happened to me.

For the first two years, I was doing this because it was the "right" thing to do. I was a CEO running on duty, not desire.

The Gap Between the "Ideal" and the "Real"

In my recent conversation with Dr. Anthony Silard, author of Love and Suffering, we discussed exactly why this transition is so painful. Tony explained that suffering exists in the distance between the Ideal (the life we planned) and the Real (the life we are living).

As the Invisible CEO of your family, you might be leaking emotional energy by fighting a reality you never chose. You might be telling yourself that things should be different. But resistance is a trap. Acceptance isn't passivity; it’s finally standing on solid ground so you can actually pick up the "chair" of your life and move it where it needs to go.

The "Emotion Elevator" and the Prism Principle

Dr. Silard introduced two powerful concepts that every kinship caregiver needs to hear:

1. The Emotion Elevator: We often live on the ground floor of our base emotions—anger, resentment, and fear. Leadership means inviting our grandchildren (and ourselves) into the elevator to go up to the floor of emotion regulation.

2. The Prism Principle: We are like prisms. If we are next to a rose, we reflect beauty. If we are next to trauma or "dung," we reflect that color instead. But remember: you are the prism, not the mess.

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Letting Go of the Tools You Don't Need

I stopped trying to be the "apron grandmother" and started being the anchor grandmother. I decided to let go of every tool in my toolbox that I didn't actually need. I realized there is actually nothing else I’d rather be doing.

My "CEO strategy" is now simple: I take the best care of myself that I can, and I let these kids know that I love them and that I’m doing the absolute best I can.

Tactical Moves for the Boardroom

• Audit Your "Shoulds": Every time you think "it should be different," replace it with "this is." This is where we are.

• The 5-C Audit for Men: For the grandfathers, move away from the "PRs" (Produce/Prove) and toward the Cs: Compassion, Community, Collaboration, Connection, and Commiseration.

• Focus on the Fourth Trimester: Social development continues well into a child's 20s. Your "conversational duet" with them is more important than any electronic babysitter.

Are you ready to drop the stone of resentment so your hands are free to hold your grandchildren?

[🎧 Listen to Episode 113 with Dr. Anthony Silard here.]

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